If you can love the wrong one so much, just imagine how much you can love the right one.
(via klasszik)
Because I only write when I’m falling together or falling apart… and this time because I’m falling back together, one of the many things I’ve done without you and will always. Funny word forever is right, because I guess to you forever is limited and you fooled me otherwise to break my heart. I’ve been trying to think of excuses for you and how you treated me but I just can’t think of a reason to treat somebody the way you did. It’s alright, we were naive— me for depending on you for happiness and you for losing the one thing that would’ve walked on water for you. And I hope you get lonely tonight and you can’t sleep at 3 in the morning because you keep picturing me in my favorite dress. Maybe if you weren’t so concerned with what your friends thought than you would’ve saw the way my eyes adored you. But now my eyes are burning fires because they lost their glow after you. To be honest, I don’t think they’ll ever go back because once you suffer— you change. Look at me living and breathing and shit without you. Because I never thought I’d have to, but here I am with lungs full of smoke. It’s okay though, I’m not mad nor bitter at you anymore. I honestly feel sorry for you because you’ll be searching forever for that feeling only I could give you. I’m falling back together and I’m not trying to jam the wrong pieces anymore because we both saw what happened when I tried that. I hope every time you hear someone laugh you think of me because maybe I’ll be on your mind then. It’s strange to think of how much more I’ve laughed since you’ve been gone. And I’d like to thank you for leaving because I’m finding my old self again and I’m learning how to love myself finally— something you could never teach me.
Source: Was submitted by an Anonymous
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